The dark post: UT and drug addictions
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tru dat soulless, you know its funny, I always tended to get high and shit to make playing ut more fun, which works for the most part, but I've kind of realized over the past two weeks that in the end I had more fun without them, because I've been all like yeah man I am god I rule bla bla bla vicodin seems to give me a false sense of power lmfao, I dont know why I guess it just blocks out pain and common sense and triples ego or somethin.
do you plan to keep taking the painkillers? i have no hesitations in the least with anyone enjoying the herbal bliss in any manner or frequency, but painkillers are something that can have some pretty tight grips on someone through its tenacious physiological addiction formed through constant use.
my one friend's mom is addicted to vicodin badly after she broke her arm a few years ago, and she is highly dependant on it now, and what he says is that she's changed so much, especially in her sense of self-mindedness. she doesn't even appear to be a caring or concerned mom any more, but simply want full attention and pity without even concerning herself with anything in the life of her husband or 2 kids if it doesn't get in the way of her desire to feel falsely "at peace"
my one friend's mom is addicted to vicodin badly after she broke her arm a few years ago, and she is highly dependant on it now, and what he says is that she's changed so much, especially in her sense of self-mindedness. she doesn't even appear to be a caring or concerned mom any more, but simply want full attention and pity without even concerning herself with anything in the life of her husband or 2 kids if it doesn't get in the way of her desire to feel falsely "at peace"
Right now I am not sure, I ran out of them so, who knows. If someone offers me some I'll buy them for sure but if I can't find more I'll probobly just say censored it. I was hooked on vicodin for while, but I'm not hooked again YET. It definitly changes your perspective on things, and makes you feel more important or selfish I guess, but in the long run it hasnt done much besides make me waste a ton of cash.
Why waste cash on drugs when you can waste it on more RAM or HD space?TMoney96 wrote: but in the long run it hasnt done much besides make me waste a ton of cash.
OMFG did I just say that? :hwsb:
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Yeah I know, If only,,, 
. Right now i am saving 90% of my money for a computer cause this one needs too much work, and that is one of the main reasons I dont want to start doin that stuff all the time again. Believe it or not I probobly spend 20-100 bucks a week on weed and pills for a year straight, which added up to around 15k, I mean shit, if i had that 15k, I would probobly put 1/2 of that on one computer, it would be sick, I'd get like a 40 inch monitor, as much ram and processor speed as humanly possible, and whatever the heck the latest and greatest graphics card is. If only,,, 
. Right now i am saving 90% of my money for a computer cause this one needs too much work, and that is one of the main reasons I dont want to start doin that stuff all the time again. Believe it or not I probobly spend 20-100 bucks a week on weed and pills for a year straight, which added up to around 15k, I mean shit, if i had that 15k, I would probobly put 1/2 of that on one computer, it would be sick, I'd get like a 40 inch monitor, as much ram and processor speed as humanly possible, and whatever the heck the latest and greatest graphics card is. If only,,,