read plz: cleaning up my act
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read plz: cleaning up my act
Ok, so I have been thinking, and I have definitly been acting censored like a jerk, braggert, or whatever you want to call it. I dont know if its because I have had a shitty week or if its cause I just started getting high again (tends to make me more a-holish) but either way, I want to appoligize for it. People have been giving me a hard time for stuff like leaving games, they said I was leaving games because I was getting outscored. I mean come on, I and everyone else have the right to leave a game any time we want, for any reason. I guess the reason for them hastling me about that is once again because I've been acting like I am "all that" so people wanted to shut me up. I'll be the first to admit I have left a few games because I wasnt doing well, especially in the last few weeks. I have been getting frustrated easier lately, which is partly because I have been on painkillers so much lately, so I guess I just figure why play and be pissed. It has definitly taken some of the fun out of the game, because rather than just having a good time with people I like to play with I have been focusing too much on winning. Sure if I am way ahead of everyone its fine but if I am not doing as well I have been being a puss about it. I have always been a team player, and I always give away what I dont need, but lately I have been getting pissed because someone said something to me mid game I didnt like and not sharing anything. It all comes back to me though, so I am gonna try and keep my mouth shut and just play. I realize noone gives a shit about a winning streak or whatever, bragging about kinda stuff is just annoying to everyone. SO I will end with this: I appologize for being so arrogant and I will do my best to stop bragging about stupid things, so hopefully we can all just get along and play. I have noticed a lot of other people starting shht with eachother and I dont want to start a bunch more drama, thats the last thing the server needs!
yay! i mean..i am glad to hear that. i know i have given you the hard time about the leaving stuff and all, but man, i just want you to play out a map regardless, you know?
i spectated on goliath tonight because seriously, i can't take nukes any more here when players shoot 4-5 a wave. it may be my graphics card, maybe not, but every time one is shot, even not in view, my game slows and get jittery and if i am in the blast, i can't even see where i am going or shooting aside from the other difficulties. and sometimes i have found, that nuking so much on a map makes it unstable for everyone. then its bitch bitch bitch from every player but the nuker. this was my turn to bitch because i was fighting madly with mp5 to keep up to you (which was actually fun as hell until my lag was killing me) and then the alt-fire trick took you up to 4500 within two maps mins from like 2200. i couldn't fight because my game was slowing on me with each blast.
but to the main topic again..yeah, man, its fun to try and be the top, but there is no need to go head over heels obsessed with it and then make you go sour. have i once ever been mad or stressed i was losing? no..i find it fun to try to win against insurmountable odds and if i don't, oh well, there's always next map.
pot and painkillers make you get that on edge? thats..interesting. when i am high or such, i am more like "wtf, oh well, i feel good, haha!" and don't give a care too much but having the goofy smile on my face ad doing whatever else :}
but anyways, i hope then you find more fun out of all this! i have a great time here in most circumstances, and you should too!
i spectated on goliath tonight because seriously, i can't take nukes any more here when players shoot 4-5 a wave. it may be my graphics card, maybe not, but every time one is shot, even not in view, my game slows and get jittery and if i am in the blast, i can't even see where i am going or shooting aside from the other difficulties. and sometimes i have found, that nuking so much on a map makes it unstable for everyone. then its bitch bitch bitch from every player but the nuker. this was my turn to bitch because i was fighting madly with mp5 to keep up to you (which was actually fun as hell until my lag was killing me) and then the alt-fire trick took you up to 4500 within two maps mins from like 2200. i couldn't fight because my game was slowing on me with each blast.
but to the main topic again..yeah, man, its fun to try and be the top, but there is no need to go head over heels obsessed with it and then make you go sour. have i once ever been mad or stressed i was losing? no..i find it fun to try to win against insurmountable odds and if i don't, oh well, there's always next map.
pot and painkillers make you get that on edge? thats..interesting. when i am high or such, i am more like "wtf, oh well, i feel good, haha!" and don't give a care too much but having the goofy smile on my face ad doing whatever else :}
but anyways, i hope then you find more fun out of all this! i have a great time here in most circumstances, and you should too!
Yeah, its weird, I knew that the smiths could shoot multiple nukes in one, but I always thought that the nuke bomb itself for peoples use shot only one. It doesnt matter what gun its shot down with, as long as its explosive, I've shot at the same nuke like 10 times with the mp5 alt fire and kept getting the denied. I think thats the biggest problem, the more nukes that explode at once, the more effect its going to have on fps or ping or any of that stuff. I usually try to shoot nukes down right away unless I know they are a players and they arent spamming them like mad, but bowls shot like 5 per wave so I knocked a few down heheh. If you really think about it, if two people played, and one person just shot nukes so the other could shoot them down for points, it wouldnt be that difficult to get 50,000 to 100,000 points in one game, but you dont get exp at least from friendly nukes so that would be kind of pointless.
t-money I never had a problem but last night when I joined I asked where the flak was and you said up yours. Thats why I ripped you on your scoring habit. I'm the same as Drae on the matter, stay and play because you can influence the outcome just as may level 200 people and win a map with us. Also when I tossed the TD to Drae you said I stole it from you. I actaully got it from someone who died in the hall way. I didnt have anything Energy on my gun or I would of kept it, I toss it because I still was eating and wasn't looking to score. I just didn't think about giving it to you because your comment before.
Last night I got owned by wands for some odd reason and couldn't quite get the power up I needed. It got frusterating and I admit I got pissed merly at the fact that wands were kicking my butt. But I stated and played it out.
Most people started on you because you would come in and say that there was a win streak but you would leave if you were losing. Yeah you said you left on that map when I was going to win. I had the LR on a small map and open. I did score 9000. But you tossed a Howie 10 out from what you said and Drae has posted some stuff with same instances. Then you would Join the very next map (think about it man...ODD). Also how you would brag about your own score and not help others it seems sometimes. I'm not trying to be mean but that is the way it seems, not only from my eyes.
I do know you like to grab alot of stuff (So it doesn't waste and fade) and what people get mad at you for is you will have a super speed and someone will be close to getting theirs and you take it. Your merly known for a SuperSpeed whore if you want to the truth. You might give it up to someone or you might toss it out in a crowd but that person that deserved it doesn't see it that way. Ya know? That is what I mean by the fact that it seems you score but don't help. Because a lot of people if they still something like a ss try to give it back to that person. Maybe its just been lately but you haven't been given back to that person you have been trying to just score then brag about it. Thats why people say SHEEIT "BLAH, blah"
But this is where you owned up and and I respect that.
Last night I got owned by wands for some odd reason and couldn't quite get the power up I needed. It got frusterating and I admit I got pissed merly at the fact that wands were kicking my butt. But I stated and played it out.
Most people started on you because you would come in and say that there was a win streak but you would leave if you were losing. Yeah you said you left on that map when I was going to win. I had the LR on a small map and open. I did score 9000. But you tossed a Howie 10 out from what you said and Drae has posted some stuff with same instances. Then you would Join the very next map (think about it man...ODD). Also how you would brag about your own score and not help others it seems sometimes. I'm not trying to be mean but that is the way it seems, not only from my eyes.
I do know you like to grab alot of stuff (So it doesn't waste and fade) and what people get mad at you for is you will have a super speed and someone will be close to getting theirs and you take it. Your merly known for a SuperSpeed whore if you want to the truth. You might give it up to someone or you might toss it out in a crowd but that person that deserved it doesn't see it that way. Ya know? That is what I mean by the fact that it seems you score but don't help. Because a lot of people if they still something like a ss try to give it back to that person. Maybe its just been lately but you haven't been given back to that person you have been trying to just score then brag about it. Thats why people say SHEEIT "BLAH, blah"
But this is where you owned up and and I respect that.
Later all!
nuke smiths are...odd. sometimes they toss them when alive and will toss more than one, or the moment they die, they toss one or two. in any situation, when i have mp5, they scare the heck out of me because i can't hold down alt-fire to rapid fire and make sure enough will destroy it. if i don't hear a "denied" after 5 shot attempts, i run <,,< true, though, the mp5 alt-fire is great for destroying them.
you know, i do criticize the superspeed steal stuff, but i don't really care that much when most do it, with the exception of one. unlike kurt, if someone takes one of t's, he'll be like.."wtf, hey, you bitch!" (exaggerating a little) then leaves it rest, yet kurt will go on and on and on. and thus, i have major leeway with the taking then. i admit my faultiness with that guy, but i will not purposefully give anything to him or return it. i tried being nice numerous times, but the same crap was directed at me time and time again. if i turn the other cheek any more, my neck will snap off! anyways, we all do pu "stealing" in a selfish way now and then, whether we intend or not! sometimes we just see that prized pu and our fingers move us that way to the delicious, irresitible little 3d icon while our eyes tend to not see anything else. its almost like an instinct in a way. but still, if i then realize i stole badly, or someone really seems terrbly upset, i return it.
you know, i do criticize the superspeed steal stuff, but i don't really care that much when most do it, with the exception of one. unlike kurt, if someone takes one of t's, he'll be like.."wtf, hey, you bitch!" (exaggerating a little) then leaves it rest, yet kurt will go on and on and on. and thus, i have major leeway with the taking then. i admit my faultiness with that guy, but i will not purposefully give anything to him or return it. i tried being nice numerous times, but the same crap was directed at me time and time again. if i turn the other cheek any more, my neck will snap off! anyways, we all do pu "stealing" in a selfish way now and then, whether we intend or not! sometimes we just see that prized pu and our fingers move us that way to the delicious, irresitible little 3d icon while our eyes tend to not see anything else. its almost like an instinct in a way. but still, if i then realize i stole badly, or someone really seems terrbly upset, i return it.
I agree 100%. Kurt is also stolled from but doesn't steal. I do the same thing with him. I do toss him guns of a flak 10 because he can contribute to winning a map. He can think what he wants about me I'm to the point where he can do whatever he wants in ignoring me. I will help if I can but I'm not going out of my way to help him like I do many others. If he asks and I see him I toss it to him now. I don't go looking for him. But I have came to peace with the fact that our personilites just don't jive but he can't it seems. I put the ball in his court and said I will help him to a point but he wants to call me a bitch thats cool. Or compair scores (whatever).If he ever reads this. I have only placed one kick vote against you. You can think it's me but I don't care man, its not. Look other ways before pointing and calling me names for something I didn't do. I tell people to kick vote people and try to give a reason why. So you will know when I kick voted because I will say I voted on the mic or in game.
Later all!
Yeah 
your right drae If someone takes somethin from me on an early wave, I figure they dont have an extra and dont bother asking, and usually I'll say the "aw" zound or i might say something like SO CLOSE! 2 inches away from that ____. I guess i never really thought about it much, I do give away the pups I dont need, but I'm sure theres times where I took something from someone like an ss because I was more focused on killing than moving out of the way, and then I gave it to someone else. Usually if I see someone around me and I do that I'll say "oops sry here" like yesterday I was gonna grab a summon for someone cause we both were close to one earlier and I got it, and he was right by me so I was like "haha oops I was grabbing it for you, here" I'll try and pay more attention, if I happen pick up something vital like an inf or ss that I dont need I'll look around me and ask if whoever is near needs it.
your right drae If someone takes somethin from me on an early wave, I figure they dont have an extra and dont bother asking, and usually I'll say the "aw" zound or i might say something like SO CLOSE! 2 inches away from that ____. I guess i never really thought about it much, I do give away the pups I dont need, but I'm sure theres times where I took something from someone like an ss because I was more focused on killing than moving out of the way, and then I gave it to someone else. Usually if I see someone around me and I do that I'll say "oops sry here" like yesterday I was gonna grab a summon for someone cause we both were close to one earlier and I got it, and he was right by me so I was like "haha oops I was grabbing it for you, here" I'll try and pay more attention, if I happen pick up something vital like an inf or ss that I dont need I'll look around me and ask if whoever is near needs it.
